I never know when is the right time to want what I want, I guess there never is a right time but I wish I could choose. I want you right now, I want you in a couple years, but people don’t do that they don’t work like that. You just leave, and start again.

I’ve been feeling a loneliness that’s so deep, it echoes in my chest. There’s so many paths that are challenging me, some will lead me to my highest self, but choosing those paths I will lose someone I love, but can I choose that someone as a path too? Do I feel like I can?